Markgrundr wrote: ↑May 13th, 2021, 5:37 pm
marigold_23 wrote: ↑May 13th, 2021, 11:57 am
This is an interesting idea. Are you taking the position that the entirety of all pertinent physical surroundings (the universe) is, all of it, your body?
(If not, then where do you draw the line to say: this is my "body" and this is the "environment" outside my body(?)
No. Both my body and the sphere of sensation surrounding it are the point of interaction between the thing that is me and the proximate universe, but not all of the universe.
This seems to suggest that the self may feel, which is (as far as I can tell) the same as saying that the self is able to react to stimuli... which is also a basic description of a physical thing...If this self you are proposing is non physical, why would it respond physically? If it responds physically, why should we conclude it is non physical and that it should ever be disconnected from a physical environment by a body?
What is a sensation, if not an action or a behavior...? How can we possibly describe sensation or thought as anything other than specific physical actions?
When I say: "I am thinking of a dog" there is not an abstract dog floating in my brain... there is no essential "idea"... I am simply behaving... I am referencing memory and reacting physically... the word "Dog" is a reference to it... the memory itself is a mechanical, functioning device which, we may conclude, at one or some points interacted with real dogs... that is, as far as I can tell, all that a thought is... a reference or, more simply, a physical reaction to something (or some things) which are also physical...
I don't know if there is a self... I meditate, and as my physical reactivity (or thinking and responding) decrease, my perspective changes... I feel relatively "unfeeling", but it is difficult if not impossible to describe in language... Alan Watts would strike a gong... maybe that would help to communicate the "happening" of being without reactivity. It is important and fundamental and we should try to communicate it.
But I don't call it experience, certainly not an experience of something... it is a happening, or simply a mysterious event... I speculate that it suggests the idea of a fundamental nonphysical being beneath the physical, a self like a singularity such as is suggested in the Upanishads... but I'm careful not to imply that it is somehow connected to my brain... or any object in my experience. If it's non physical (and I would say it must not be physical if it exists) then we can't correctly use physical terminology to describe it except metaphorically. Experience of, interaction with, or reaction to are all physical descriptions which would not make sense if applied to a non physical thing.
Markgrundr wrote: ↑May 13th, 2021, 5:37 pm
marigold_23 wrote: ↑May 13th, 2021, 11:57 am
"I-ness"... I'd have to know exactly what you mean by that... if you can define it, even loosely, then we can discuss it, but if you can't, then we can't.
For instance, you could say "I feel I exist" but that is an unsatisfactory statement without examining the meaning of each part... what do you mean (or what do you think you mean) by "I" and by "exist".
Can we refer yo the existence of anything without conception of it's nonexistence?
Can we refer to the existence of any thing without being separate from it in order to refer to it?
If you do exist as a self, isnt that the last thing you would ever be able to reference logically, as you can't experience yourself as a phenomenon (upon the supposed self)(?)
There's a silent hum that emerges when you block out all memories, thoughts, emotions, and senses. I now take the position that it's entirely composed of the universe and is a concentration of energy occuring within it. The huge disparity between the concentrations of energy where I am and my surroundings gives the illusion of separateness, but there is no fundamental separateness. You most certainly CAN experience yourself as a phenomenon, in deep meditation, or perhaps in a sensory deprivation chamber.
Interaction is a basic prerequisite to experience. Interaction describes a communication between no less than two exclusive things. A thing cannot interact with itself because a thing is not exclusive to itself or apart from itself. Are you referring to some new kind of experience which is not interactive...? if so, can we really call that an experience? At most, I'd say such a thing could be called a feeling or a happening, but not a reference, such as a feeling of another thing.
For a person to claim they have, in some moment, interacted with themselves, is (by this description of experience) a contradiction.
Markgrundr wrote: ↑May 12th, 2021, 7:00 pm
Perhaps you're right. But i would argue a non physical self would not have volition or intention at all... these are relative constraints, typically regarded as physical.
If you accept that the self is entirely a physical part of the universe, then this oddly resolves the free will debate. Free will exists because I exist; and I exist because I'm embedded within the universe and am not something separate.
I agree with the stipulation that a thing that exists relative to another thing must also be free of that thing to some extent (even if that other thing is said to be a large physical entity like the pertinent universe)... it cannot be totally free because it must be constrained by the requirement of interacting with that thing... it cannot break totally free without us concluding that it no longer exists...
but
There is no way to say that a thing exists without referencing it. A thing cannot reference itself because it would first have to interact with itself which would require it to be separate from itself which would require it to be exclusive from itself which is a contradiction... (I think)
Markgrundr wrote: ↑May 12th, 2021, 7:00 pm
Any relevant kind of existence has an opposite non existence, so you could say the existence of the self has the potential to be destroyed... but it is nearly impossible to conceive of such an existence (or potential for deconstruction into non existence) which is not physical.
I have no problem conceiving the eons before and after my life.
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I should have also specified here, I do not believe you can conceive of your existence either, for the same reason that you could never experience yourself. If you can't conceive of the self as it is, you couldn't really conceive of it's absence either. We don't know what darkness is without having some memory of light as an experience.