Lagayscienza wrote: ↑January 13th, 2024, 12:12 am
Yes, the idea that the waveform doesn't really collapse was my understanding, too. And what we get, "without losing the critical details" is the "realism" that enables us to survive in the wild. Other than a vague feeling of losing "self" in meditation, I've never had any experiences like you that might suggest to me that their "idealistic" take on reality is true.
I'll see if I can give you a kind of export - in case it's of any help.
I had a lot of Grant Morrison type experiences sprinkled throughout my life like spinning jacks as a kid, watching one disappear when it hit a closed book, examining the book, making fun of myself when I shook the pages out and - out it fell. When I was 19 or 20 when I'd trip with friends, at least when I was with them, really strange things happened like a bunch of kids running through the woods with flashlights and TP'ing the neighbor's house, being in a garage and hearing a knock on the garage door, two kids ran off, we chased after them, suddenly there were police everywhere and we were giving a report of what they looked like - they'd recently punched a cabby, dodged payment, and were trying to find a garage to hide in. Another time we were at another guy's place, chatting on his back deck, the house was on a major road, think old duplexes on a wooded hill with a ridge behind them and a drop into the back yard - there was a pickup truck in the back yard spinning their tires, turned out the girl next door was running away and the boyfriend was trying to catch clothing out the window.
I've had mystical visions while meditating, been woken up in the middle of the night with unusual things going on (very much a sense of 'others' playing with me - also as a guy you can probably extend that further), a lot of heat in my spine to which I'd admit that I've had kundalini syndrome since my early 30's in which I'll feel heat going up my spine (no beans needed) quite often.
What I trust the least for 'literal' value are entity encounters, mainly because I do think that each one of us are legions of subpersonalities that we see interact with in dreams and especially in border states like very tired / sleepy deep meditation, falling asleep, waking up, waking up in the middle of the night, I still have not found any convincing evidence that any of these encounters were anything but subpersonalities or Jungian complexes but I had some very unusual things happen that I've heard other people talk about before, ie. intense energy pouring in through your head and down your spine to your feet. Synchronicities, especially the really loud and consistent ones that have come during rare perhaps week-long periods of my life a few times, seemed to feel very much like the cosmos was actively playing with me or pulling my chain (sort of like Donny Darko or The Joker but not nearly as dark).
To clarify - 99.9% of my life is not experiencing strange edge-cases or paranormal necessarily, it's very predictable and very physicalist in its behavior, most of life is relatively meaningless, but maybe I'd add as well that synchronicities - if I had the gauge the intelligence behind them - seem quite low level, surface, solipsistic, it very much smacks of the kind of surface imitations you'd get if it were a purely subconscious system.
A lot of that is where I got to thinking - okay, this is like a sort of haunted / sparking materialism where it's quite cold, gaunt, and brutal in a lot of ways (ie. the alienness of the physical and environment), until enough social energy gets together... it does have a biocentric flavor in that whatever 'it' is seems to not have a form unless it can sort of pour into the subconscious of people (I really think we're feed-forward systems in the sense that I don't believe in free will and I also think there are all kinds of things pouring into our subconscious minds that we'd never register). Michael Silberstein's contextual emergence / neutral monism has those kinds of flavors but edifying egregores, China Brains, etc., even describing what I think of as exogenously received mystical experiences some people have (ie. 'entity contact') as being something like the stack of consciousness pouring down into a person rather than a person moving a finger in some form of their own downward causation that they don't typically think strangely of - Donald Hoffman and Chetan Prakash seem to offer the most satisfying description of functionalism of that sort.
One other thing I'll add, bringing up Bernardo Kastrup for a moment, while he's enjoyable to listen to I've never been wildly impressed by the philosophy but I will say this - for his idea of alters or us as minds dissociated from mind at large, I remember watching a video about a lady in Australia who has thousands of personalities (really dark story to how that happened) and when she was asked if she'd ever created a subpersonality for fun she said no - no matter how transient they were they all had a purpose. That last bit, I've heard that kind of language used in the religious context - ie. that 'God gives us all a purpose'. That connection of course is incredibly speculative, I'd also admit that I don't believe in an Abrahamic deity, the world looks like redundant misery with no purpose to me (Darwinian hell hole if I'm honest), but there's also the question of just how alien other minds could be, especially those who'd prioritize the formation and / or maintenance of a universe like this one.
But anyway - if I were to try and deliver the best I could what kinds of impressions that I've gotten from my experience it's that - ie. that conscious barriers are leaky and there's probably a much wider array of interactions with conscious agents than we know - just that separating that from our own subpersonalities, homeostatic systems, subconsciously-sourced projections, etc. can be tricky - that is unless synchronicities themselves might be an authentic signal of our own panning of 'the void' to assemble the next moment's board and fitness landscape.
Lagayscienza wrote: ↑January 13th, 2024, 12:12 amAnd not having a physics/mathematics/neuroscience background, I am in no position to know whether their hypotheses hold water or whether everything really "is physically bound" so that [we are] stuck with [the] physical rules" of materialistic, reductionist science. As I understand it, their idea is that brain activity does not create consciousness but that, rather, consciousness creates brain activity. In order to understand whether the ideas of Hoffman et al are supported by science, I guess I'll have to wait until more science is done and then read accounts of it in popular science mags so that I'll be able to understand it. In the meantime, I'll keep an open mind. And I will have a look at what Levin has to say about consciousness.
I've had a nagging speculation, for most of my life, that if nonphysical background consciousness is 'real' I can't think of any reason why it would be impossible for science to figure out. When people have said that it's impossible out of hand with certainty I've always questioned that, and precisely because if they're coming from the materialist direction - somehow our consciousness is able to control our own bodies and use them like tools, there would be no way for that to happen without some direct causal relationship between the two, however I do think some of these connections could be so heavily Fourier transformed that it would be very difficult to spot their inbound / outbound activity without a much deeper understanding of what's going on in the brain. While I'd still debate whether or not consciousness is completely free of the body (particularly while we're alive) I would subscribe to the idea that either consciousness as-is or precursors / components of consciousness exist out in the wild, even beyond the biological, because I don't think 'wetness of water = strangeness of consciousness' arguments really hold well, ie. there's absolutely no reason for there to be anything that it is to be any physical entity, particularly considering that there's nothing 'magical' about neurons, Michael Levin I think has proven that as well if he's right that ion channels are an older / less advanced equivalent of neural communication, it stands to reason that it is conscious all the way down and when I think of the RNA world hypothesis there's an uncanny moment where RNA starts behaving 'funny', like it has goals. The nature of that is tricky because we typically don't find really overt goal-orientation until you at least get single-celled organisms, but there seems to be uncanny similarity there.
I think you'll enjoy Levin because he's an experimentalist, biologist, and he's been doing radical things like making xenobots (skin cells from frog embryos), making one verses two-headed flatworms by manipulating ion channels, all kinds of really illustrative stuff. Instead of trying to create philosophic models he's got replicability on his side and the stuff he's finding is fascinating.
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