Pattern-chaser wrote: ↑February 6th, 2023, 11:38 am
Pattern-chaser wrote: ↑February 5th, 2023, 9:56 am
For myself, I underwent trauma in my early childhood, but I'm not sure if it contributed to my love of serious and considered thought (philosophy).
Sy Borg wrote: ↑February 5th, 2023, 6:28 pm
I was somewhat of a social outcast and I wondered what it was about other people that worked that did not work with me.
Of course, I was a social outcast too, I had no idea why, and didn't even wonder why that should be. I assumed that everybody else was pretty much the same as me, but that they were better at it than I was.
Sy Borg wrote: ↑February 5th, 2023, 6:28 pm
So I become interested in psychology and that somehow lead me to the existential questions of philosophy.
In your case, I suggest that the trauma lead you to wondering what everything was all about, and the more you wondered, the more interested you became because you are a nerd (another quality often found in philosophy enthusiasts :).
My route was somewhat different, and happened later. The trauma I referred to was that my dad died, aged 29, when I was 4½. I was too young for any conscious or intellectual response; whatever effects there were, were unconscious, I think.
My drift into philosophy came much later in my life, when I came to question the (RC) religion in which I was raised. I migrated from an interest in comparative religion into mainstream philosophy.
We all have our own chaos to deal with. My first doubt about religion came at age nine when weeks of concerted prayers failed and my grandfather, who was in a coma, did exactly on Christmas morning. The irony is that he died while the hospital staff were celebrating Christmas, and ruin his day (he worked hard and didn't give himself much time off).
I remember being angry about being lied to. The line was that prayer made a difference, but it did nothing. The exact worst possible (to my mind at the time) thing happened. (In hindsight, the best possible thing would be that someone would have pulled the plug a year ago when it was clear that my grandfather was technically alive, but not actually living, but my family did not think like that).
In my twenties I flirted with Buddhism, but Buddhism was not interested and I moved on :) However, certain value systems of Buddhism resonated and stuck, eg. dealing with ego, material things.
Now I just find it all interesting. Most of the best juice has already been squeezed from this lemon so I'm not really a player any more. Trauma might have first have driven some early philosophical leanings, but these days such thinking is entertainment. I don't much worry about the far future. Either humanity makes it or it doesn't. Given that the Stelliferous Era of the universe has trillions of years to run, if humanity fails, chances are that some aliens will pass The Great Filter at some stage.