Emotions & Self Service
Human is armed with a lots of feelings. This feeling demands to be fulfilled, and we can see when it's time for a feeling must be fulfilled by looking at a gauge of feelings that are constructed by related emotional levels. If somehow our feeling needs to be fulfilled desperately then this will be reflected by related emotion at a specific level that enough to force us to do something to satisfy our feeling.
At this level, there is no need for us to make a conversation to get what we want (but may be further). An imbalance within us is enough to make us to be guided by our emotions to seek for something to balance what is needed by us.
What is proposition?
Dependency of Proposition
A proposition is constructed to understand realities (existences), and existences can be perceived by us because it's functionality, therefore nodes of a proposition are exist as functions.
For anything that exist has functionality in between two possibilities, which are dependence to something else or not dependence to something else.
Therefore, a proposition is nodes of functions that formed as a series of dependence
Propositions related to emotions
Related to emotions, a proposition is nodes of functions that formed as a series of dependence, where its nodes of dependency can be considered as a route for an emotion to go to something to get what we need to satisfy our feeling.
What is knowledge?
Knowledge is what possibly useful facts for us. It's theoretically to be true for our usefulness, but we aren't proving it yet. So a knowledge may be denied.
Whether we saw an implementation of knowledge was useful for someone else but until we can confirm it for ourselves to see how for a knowledge could increase our survival or our enjoyment, this knowledge is just theoretical for our own selves.
Now, we are trying to go deeper into ourselves
From Emotions goes to Propositions as Knowledge
Since a knowledge is what possibly useful facts for us, then a knowledge may be represented by a proposition that strongly related to our useful experiences that was provided by our emotions. Because this kind of proposition is strongly related to seeking actions (triggered by emotions) from one node to another node within sequence of dependency that proven as useful facts (experiences) for us, personally.
Our emotions have ability to construct a simplest form of proposition (not shareable). This is the first level of proposition that further through our social interaction can be directed to construct a language and further to provide a conversation.
AT FIRST, the nature of emotions can provide series of actions that may be considered as forms of propositions, and this proposition represents a useful experience, therefore, the nature of emotions can be considered as something that can gain knowledge (which is not shareable as language within conversation to another conscious being). FURTHER, through interaction and teaching from other conscious being, this may be developed as language that capable to provide conversation.
It's a knowledge (found) by emotions through experiences, it's emotions meet experiences", it's a posteriori knowledge.
--------------- At this level, a knowledge can be provided without having conversation. ---------------
Again, we are trying to go deeper and deeper into ourselves
What is aware of something? And how far for emotions lead us to perceive something?
Aware of something is perceive differences. And the nature of emotions have ability to force us to seek for something that we need to satisfy our feeling. Emotions are forcing us to seek something by perceive differences.
Perceive differences provides a simple knowledge which is perceive fact about something is different to others. It's similar to self assertion that this is not that (the simplest knowledge).
Perceive differences to make sure whether something is different to others can be provided by trying to look at the suitability in between the observed object and a pattern inside ourselves. This internal pattern has its own restriction to make sure whether there is a boundary in between the two things to identify "there is something different in between the two things".
--------------- At this level, a knowledge can be provided (not only) without the need of conversation, but a knowledge can be provided just by perceive something and see the differences. This knowledge may be considered closer to a priori, but it's not a priori yet. It's still a posteriori knowledge because we need to perceive something. ---------------
If that so, then where is a priori knowledge? or is there a priori knowledge? and what is it look like a priori knowledge?
We were trying to trace on any surfaces within ourselves. We tried to find where was something that could be considered as the source of a priori knowledge. And there is only one left behind, it's our feelings. Feeling that made us aware there was something exist within ourselves.
When "I was hungry" then actually we gained knowledge by perceiving a changing of different kind of feelings, from "i was feeling something (other than hungry)" changing to "i was hungry". When "I was sad" then actually we gained knowledge by perceiving a changing of different kind of feelings from "i was feeling something (other than sad)" changing to "i was sad". Further it can be formed as "At that time there was me aware of something". "At that time i had to do something". "At that time i confirmed that there was my feeling and it had to be satisfied".
Is a priori knowledge possible? Yes, as far as we perceive the differences of changes to our feelings. It's the first knowledge which soon will be advanced to create a posteriori knowledge when there is a chance.
I am free not because I have choices, but I am free because I rely on God with quality assured!