Conodfam4 wrote: ↑January 10th, 2019, 9:37 am
Regarding free will: I don’t feel like I have free will. Like everyone that exist and has existed, we are all forced to be born forced to live and forced to die. Even if I exist for five minutes and choose to die, death is still part of the equation that cannot be avoided. And I am forced to exist under conditions and the laws of nature that I did not place up on myself. The only free will that I have is to acknowledge that I do not have free will.
This is not a fair understanding of free will. Free will does not allow you to alter time and space to your liking, change the weather or force others to act as you wish. If you have it, then you can simply make decisions which are not fully forced by factors outside yourself, including genetics, experience, and the environment.
When I go to the race track today, I believe I will choose the horse I want to bet on. The weather, the condition of the track or the tack, the actions of the jockeys or the judgment of the stewards are all outside my control. But, if the choice of the wager was indeed mine, then I have free will. The easiest way to think of it is that I could have acted differently in the same circumstance. If I bet on number 6 and I could have just as easily put my money on number 3, without changing any other circumstance, then this is a demonstration that I have a free will.
If you think you could go to the races and pick your own wager, then you also believe in free will. You seem to be wishing for some super powers or immortality. Those are not part of free will. One free choice is sufficient to prove free will; proving it was free is difficult.
"If determinism holds, then past events have conspired to cause me to hold this view--it is out of my control. Either I am right about free will, or it is not my fault that I am wrong."