With that said, I've been wondering for some time about how the brain becomes aware of itself. And I think I may have a basic gist.
I will first divide awareness into two main parts:
1. The things we would become aware of, once we actually become aware. In other words, Qualia.
2. The awareness itself, which allows us to be aware of 1.
Let's talk about 1 first. I believe that neurons, like any other objects, have a natural tendency to "translate" the outside world into their own terms. This, in other words, means for an object to be affected by the world, and then reacting to it in a certain way that is native to the object.
Take a stationary jelly for instance. I poke the jelly with my finger. As you can see, the jelly has been affected by the outside world. From a third-person perspective, the outside world simply equals my finger. But from the jelly's perspective, the outside world is not my actual finger. Instead, it is what the finger caused TO the jelly. It is the physical alteration that happened TO the jelly BY the finger. (This is all theoretical. Of course, the jelly won’t be aware of all this, due to 2 not existing.)
Another more subject-centered and specific example is the creation of colors within the mind. The color red should be how neurons specifically react to the "red lightwave", according to their native functions. It is not the red lightwave itself, but rather, what the red lightwave causes WITHIN the neurons. What it means TO them. And that's what we (= the neurons) perceive as "red".
This whole process is the aforementioned "translating" process, so to speak. It is what creates 1.
However, 1 is still meaningless without the existence of 2. And here is when things start getting more theoretical. My current theory as to how 2 arises is that a neuron cell naturally "translates" ANOTHER physically connected neuron cell just like it translates the red lightwave—except this time it leads to 2 instead of 1.
Here is my basic reasoning for this.
So imagine a neuron “translates” another neuron. What does this another neuron really “mean” to the original neuron? I’ve deduced that it “means” its own literal existence, simply because this “another neuron” is physically connected to the original neuron, and therefore they can be seen as a single entity.
In other words, to the Neuron #1, a neighboring Neuron #2 is essentially Neuron #1…given that those two are physically connected where one causes the activation of another, essentially turning the pair of neurons into a single system.
Therefore, we end up with a neuron translating itself. Considering my definition of “translating”, this is when a neuron is affected by its own self and then reacts to itself accordingly. Seen from the perspective of the neuron, it is essentially for it to control itself and to exist due to itself.
→ Itself is caused by itself, meaning that it is to itself, literally “itself”.
And the more interesting thing is that this can work vice versa of course, since it’s a single system either way. That is to say, not only is Neuron #1 aware of Neuron #1 and Neuron #2, but Neuron #2 is also aware of Neuron #1 and Neuron #2. Thus, Neuron #1 and Neuron #2 are both aware of the combination of Neuron #1 and Neuron #2 at the same time.
So this isn’t just a single neuron being aware of another neuron anymore. It is a pair of neurons being aware of itself as a singular entity. My theory is that this is how a brain can be aware of itself as a singular entity, as opposed to each and every neuron within the brain being independently aware of its own selves.
But still, looking at it from a third-person, objective perspective, the neuron(s) are still not aware. However, from the pair of neurons’ perspective, they are indeed aware, and as a single entity. It’s just like how when one looks at a lifeform, one does not have any idea if that lifeform is aware. (One only thinks so because they seem like they are, or because they say so.)
Even so, this “subjective” awareness of the neurons still spans throughout objective reality, just because in reality, they are still “subjectively aware” of the objective reality.
The sheer act of an object translating the outside world into its own terms IS all that makes an object an object. And vice versa—for an object to be an object is to translate the outside world into its own terms.
(Meaning that the outside world and the object’s “inner world” are symbiotic to each other. One causes the other.)